It’s been almost 7 weeks and i still have no hope of getting my car back because the part I need doesn’t exist.
I have had to make two car and two insurance payments for a car I don’t even have because they are legally obligated to keep it until it’s “road ready”. My car is basically being held hostage.
My job is nothing but stress and I spent my half hour lunch break crying and hiding behind all of my boxes of boxes of shoes in the back.
My managers tell me they want to help me then don’t schedule anyone but me in the damn department for five out of seven work days.
I’m behind on freight.
I’m behind on the floor.
My department looks like a disaster zone.
Half the counters are empty because I don’t have time to fill all 23 by myself.
My mom just yells at me for being so hopeless about these two situations.
Life is pretty bleak right now.
This has been weekend update with Leah Blumenstein.
I just want to feel better
I have nightmares at least once a week now
I never sleep through the night
most of the time my eyes are blurry and heavy
my stomach is in knots
and I keep lashing out
I hate this
I hate feeling like this
I hate acting like a child
I need help.